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Thursday, June 9th, 2005
5:55 pm
Bored
Well I got a lot of work due tommorow. I know Im gonna be up till 3am. Rick is defintly going to WBHS next year, I'm really happy.

Melle is such a bitch. A racist bitch who needs to get slapped a thousand times and spit on. She uses everyone all the time and she really isn't friends with anyone. She uses everyone. She doesn't even care what happens when they find out. She hates Japs, Chaldeans, Pagans, Catholics and a lot of other people. Bitch.
Sunday, May 22nd, 2005
12:27 pm
Rrr
So apparently my parents think Im going crazy and want me to talk to someone and maybe rehab.... fuck fuck fuck.

Current Mood: bored
Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005
8:49 pm
I cant wait till next year
Rick might be coming to wbhs (he better, that motherfucker) and all them from abbott will be hea.

My birthday is soon, well... July 23rd, and I still suck at the livejourn thing

Current Mood: loved
Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
8:32 pm
me: how do you change the pic and background shit for the lj thing?
AMLOP 55: first, you eat a cow, then sacrifice a paschal lamb...then take a plate full of matzoh, (with haroset on it) and shove it up your ass, and then count to 6 and say the name of the picture you want for the background

wow, thanks.



Ct my life into pieces
this is my last resort
suffocation
no breathing
don't give a fuck if i cut my arm bleeding

this is my last resort

cut my life into pieces
i’ve reached my last resort
suffocation
no breathing
don't give a fuck if i cut my arm bleeding
do you even care if i die bleeding
would it be wrong
would it be right
if i took my life tonight
chances are that i might
mutilation outta sight
and i’m contemplating suicide

cuz i’m losing my sight
losing my mind
wish somebody would tell me i’m fine
losing my sight
losing my mind
wish somebody would tell me i’m fine

i never realized i was spread too thin
till it was too late
and i was empty within
hungry
feeding on chaos
and living in sin
downward spiral where do i begin
it all started when i lost my mother
no love for myself
and no love for another
searching to find a love up on a higher level
finding nothing but questions and devils

cuz i’m losing my sight
losing my mind
wish somebody would tell me in fine
losing my sight
losing my mind
wish somebody would tell me i’m fine
nothing's alright
nothing is fine
i’m running and i’m crying
i’m crying
i'm crying
i'm crying
i'm crying

i can't go on living this way

cut my life into pieces
this is my last resort
suffocation
no breathing
don't give a fuck if i cut my arm bleeding
would it be wrong
would it be right
if i took my life tonight
chances are that i might
mutilation outta sight
and i’m contemplating suicide

cuz i’m losing my sight
losing my mind
wish somebody would tell me i'm fine
losing my sight
losing my mind
wish somebody would tell me i’m fine
nothing’s alright
nothing is fine
i’m running and i’m crying

i can’t go on living this way
can’t go on
living this way
nothing’s alright


_____________________
Why do they always send the poor?
My God is of Bible blood with pointed ears
Victorious, victorious steel
Can your spending kneel?
Marching forward hypocritic
And hypnotic computers
You depend on our protection

Yet you feed us lies from the tablecloth
La la la la la la la la la la
Everybody is going to the party
Have a real good time
Dancing in the desert
Blowing up the sunshine

Kneeling roses
Disappearing into Moses' dry mouth
Breaking into Fort Knox
Stealing our intentions
Every city, gripped in oil
Crying freedom!

Handed to obsoletion
Still you feed us lies from the tablecloth
la la la la la la la la la la
Everybody is going to the party
Have a real good time
Dancing in the desert
Blowing up the sunshine
Everybody is going to the party
Have a real good time
Dancing in the desert
Blowing up the sunshine

Blast off, it's party time
And we all live in a fascist nation
Blast off, it's party time
And where the fuck are you?
Where the fuck are you?
Where the fuck are you?

Why don't presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why don't presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?

Kneeling roses
Disappearing into Moses' dry mouth
Breaking into Fort Knox
Stealing our intentions
Every city, gripped in oil
Crying freedom!

Handed to a absolution
Still you feed us lies from the tablecloth
la la la la la la la la la la
Everybody is going to the party
Have a real good time
Dancing in the desert
Blowing up the sunshine
Everybody is going to the party
Have a real good time
Dancing in the desert
Blowing up the sun

Where the fuck are you?
Where the fuck are you?

Why don't presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why don't presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
They always send the poor!
They always send the poor!

Current Mood: confused
5:36 pm
Holy shit Jensen's partay is gonna be awesome.

AJ, we're having a suprise party for you, so don't tell yourself. Bring "Regular" brownies.
Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
9:29 pm
Watching South Park
I want this $H1t from Hot Topic
http://www.hottopic.com/WishList/viewSomeonesWishList.asp?W=609336&LS=0&M=281011614&

Oh well, not going to the party, screw it


Cold
Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold to you

And I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
I never meant to be so cold

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold

Current Mood: frustrated
9:09 pm
Uh...
I have no f'in idea how to use this...
Today was total bull$h!t, I lied to one of my best friends, a huge lie... its f'ed up. Theirs a party going on, a few people dont want him there and Im stressed, I have no idea whats happening...

Well Fred wants me to watch Dog the bounty hunter, Ill probably just end up watching South Park

Current Mood: melancholy
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